Today I have realized absolutely nothing, but i have learned things recently...
I have come to understand that my true problem with friends is not them or me. It's trust, Trust that makes such a barrier betwixt me and other people. i tend to trust people too much, to the point where i think that they'll invite me to things after a very short time of knowing them. this makes them think that i don't care what happens (even if i do) and creates a barrier between me and them... but i have become more aggressive in this stand point in hopes that i can change this. so that's good
I have come to understand that my true problem with friends is not them or me. It's trust, Trust that makes such a barrier betwixt me and other people. i tend to trust people too much, to the point where i think that they'll invite me to things after a very short time of knowing them. this makes them think that i don't care what happens (even if i do) and creates a barrier between me and them... but i have become more aggressive in this stand point in hopes that i can change this. so that's good
I also have realized that His Dark Materials fucking rocks
which makes it awesome,
and rocking,
and it makes you get that feeling inside of true purity,
true clarity,
true and pure...
Love
it's freaking amazing.
next off, i have decided that i am abandoning organized religion.
it's stupid, ignorant and absolutely retarded.
but oh well