I realize that my mind has a system of auto-self-regulation. whenever i fall into a bout of depression (As I did last night) It forces me to work out my problems thru false communication. I sit there and have a conversation with my own mind, and by the time i'm done, i'm feeling chipper as a chipmunk.
naturally, it does make me a little frustrated that i rarely ever share my problems with people because of this system, but they're problems i've worked through before (usually) and doesn't require the help of others.
Another thing that frustrates me is my apparent lack of friends. I mean, yeah, i have alot of friends, but only a handful would step up to the plate and invite me to things, (Okay, only one really steps up time and time again) but sadly they never really insist on my presence, I doubt that even half the time they ask. however, yet again, i have already worked past the depression from this and am now looking for a solution.
that's all for now.
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